I scrolled too far back. I haven’t heard my cousin’s voice in what feels like forever. I’m scared of forgetting her. I instinctually tapped on her username, as she liked the post I was looking at, and it made me cry almost instantly. having a fear of forgetting someone’s laugh doesn’t feel much better when “User not found” is shining off of your phone.
this makes me feel like i’m sitting somewhere like a stairwell or bathroom outside of a christmas party i’m not really feeling and while i thought coming here might be fun and good for me it’s just made me realize how isolated i really am from people
I want small children to think I am either a goddess or a faerie but I want grown men to fear me
Blue hair
Honestly this is how colored hair works. Adult men automatically assume that I have loud opinions and will talk back to them (they are correct and have learned from experience), but children compliment me all the time.
i feel like in myths goddesses and fairies already have that relationship trope with men and children
Confirming the blue hair thing here.
Kids think I’m magical, old ladies often go “oh, I wish I’d had your courage”, old men glare at me like I have two heads, and then glare at my father like somehow they expect him to control his unruly 33 year old.
It’s awesome.
It works for many hair colors trust me and I love telling children I’m a mermaid or a fairy haha 😍💕
